craven coward

2009-03-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hi all again, previous video was for fun.
The following video is a MUST WATCH.
May we learn to be grateful for each day each breath each and every second we HAVE with our loved ones.

2009-03-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

Tahaa.

2009-02-20T00:27:00.001+08:00

Hi blog. I decided to give you some life back today. HAA. I did this the other day but didn't bother to tag it on Facebook. Its quite funny, take a look.

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Bed- J Holiday
HAHAA wth.

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Misread- Kings of Convenience

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Candyman- Christina Aguilera
People that taste sweet?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Fly Me to the Moon- Olivia

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
I hope I can live up to that.

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Just So You Know- Jesse McCartney
If only.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
What I Go To School For- Jonas Brothers

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Can't Smile Without You- Barry Manilow
I'm sure.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
October Skies- Waking Ashland
Is Hitomi looking at this? If yes, Hi Funky! :B

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Fallin- Alicia Keys

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Makes Me Wonder- Maroon 5

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
The Pretender- Foo Fighters
Wow straight at my face, thank you FF.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
With You- Chris Brown
Now that makes me wonder, who?

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'm Yours- Jason Mraz
This sounds wrong okayy.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Out Of This Club- Polow Da Don and The Pussycat Dolls
I'm so not holding my wedding in a club. But nice song.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback
Don't live to regret. Kabi! (:

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Hush Hush- The Pussycat Dolls

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
You Might Think- The Cars

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I'm Scared- Duffy
Why must Duffy sing this.

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
We Are One Tonight- Switchfoot

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
My Heart- Paramore

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Spiralling- Keane
This song makes me wanna dance. We're spiralling!

2009-01-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

Well,
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBARDY!

Just like to talk a bit about the last day of the year.

Like every morning before getting up, I'd toss and turn hoping to get more sleep. But this day, China workers started drilling above. So much of having alarms and morning calls, that was the most successful one! That totally woke me up without letting me get back to sleep. I watched the Ellen show with 3/4 of the volume. Then I happened to look at the calendar on the wall beside the toilet on top of the toilet light switch(HAHAA, okay I know it feels like I'm just trying to add more words for a 500word essay). Its left with the last piece, lifted by the strong wind.
Did we do what we are suppose to do for 2008?

All right apart form my morning blues, I managed to spend time with Jessica(my Pri Sch friend that came back from Australia) after that. Together with Sharon love, the 3 of us ate Roma's Deli, Tom's Palette ice cream and Ice Monster. Plus, 2hours of funlaughtersillyness at Mind's Cafe. Sayonara Ka-Ching. Sharon had the best luck and the richest of all games. Jessica was doing all the wrong moves and me the loser. Had photo-taking session outside Cineleisure, I believe I'll get the "Jessica tagged you in 7576584659photos" email soon. It was good time spent after not seeing her for about 2years+?.

Now thats black and white. We'll start all over again.
To be a better me.

Tooked a free dvd from Roma's Deli titled Earthlings. Below is something about it:

For more information:
http://www.earthlings.com/

Or if anybody is interested just ring/text me. I would recommend everybody to watch this, it made me cry and I am thankful for what I am. This is just something I wish everybody will come to understand as it is affecting us unknowingly.

Another video related to us(with the VSangel Gisele Bundchen!!):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZ7HRiZsx1o

Okay one last funny thing(Gisele again):

2008-12-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

Twinkle Twinkle Christmas Star.
MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!

This is the time to think of what you've done for 2008. Its been a year of countless gain and loss. Though its more of a Gain I see but Its been tiring at the same time. Its like The Verve's Bittersweet Symphony.

Twinkle Twinkle Christmas Star.
Twinkle Twinkle Christmas Star.
Have a Good night folks. (:

2008-10-22T23:37:00.001+08:00

Just a short one. Just something good to think about.

Quoted from the 爸爸:
“这口气不来，什么都不是你的。”

That strucked me. On the surface, everything we have belongs to us. But if this breath don't come, nothing belongs to us. So the more we should live each day like there's no tomorrow right.
So thank you God for every breath we take. (:

2008-10-07T01:25:00.000+08:00

No trust at all. He thinks I'm lying. Oh yes I'm such a big fat liar.

I got to be the perfect kid, I got to do everything right. All hopes on me. Compare me with better kids out there. Thats all your want from me.

When people treats me well, I'm being suspected. So what am I exactly?
What am I suppose to do? What did I do wrong?

Am I that bad that whatever that concerns me, its never good? So is this me in your eyes? I never do good? Not good enough? Never good enough?

I need to learn to be happy when shit happens.

I can see that its getting hard, but I know God will guide me through this. I believe I can work this out. I want to work this out.

Good thing is that despite all these unwanted situation, I know I'm still loved. You love me thats why you'll treat me this way. Am I right? Thats what I tell myself. Because different people have different ways of showing love. I get it. I have to understand.

I just need some time to accept and adapt.

2008-10-04T00:06:00.001+08:00

We always complain that our parents don't understand us.
But do we understand them? Do we understand their intentions? Their love for us?

I don't. But now I learn to.

I'm sorry for being childish and unreasonable.

2008-08-07T02:16:00.001+08:00

HI blog.

What do you do when you don't know where to turn to?
Everything comes and go so quickly, how much did I waste.

I miss everybody, all my friends. Theresians especially. Talked to Julie yesternight and we must go back school before it disappear. Lets put on our uniforms again!

Random: If only bananas and chocolates make you smarter.

Life is not fair; get used to it.
-Bill Gates

2008-07-13T00:50:00.001+08:00

Tha Art of Living.

Dad asked, "Do you know how to live?". I think this is really one big question to ponder about.
He then said: "生命是在呼吸之间。"

I'm starting to worry bout him. His illness. He's having problems breathing properly, its for quite some time already only recently it had gotten worse. He said now he truely understands that our breath is really very precious. And we must be thankful for the air we breathe. So thank you GOD, for this breath and for what we have today.

So, talking bout breathing. I got this from http://www.wikihow.com/Breathe
If you are reading this, you already know how to breathe. But have you stopped to think about the best way to breathe? Learned breathing techniques have been part of yoga and other practices for centuries. Breathing correctly is very important - not only to help you perform strenuous tasks, but to allow the lungs to fill up with air, aid in controlling the heart rate, and living . The benefits of proper breathing can assure you will not get pneumonia when you have a bad cough, by clearing the air passages to the lungs. Proper deep breathing also can assist you in relaxing before doing things that cause you to feel stress and nervousness. Here are instructions for a breathing exercise to help you improve your breathing.

Peace out.

2008-06-27T01:00:00.001+08:00

Okay goosebumps and irregular heartbeats. That lousy feeling again.
If I can go to the bridge at this hour.

Not a very nice day.
Lets start off with awful driving. It's already the 13th lesson? I still don't change my gears at the right time, still can't move the car at gear1. Okay I need more time, which means more $26.

Lunch for Eliza's birthday. It was a quiet one. We can see the blues, but we hope things will be normal soon. Eliza will go through this, be strong. You have us okay! Lai smile yi ge! (:

Down to Chinatown with lil Germs. HAHAA she can act, and I enjoyed this little short trip with her. At least, that made me happy.

Followed by the dinner aunt came down to treat me. Whoa, she spent $50. Imma big eater, UMM!

Sorry and Goodbye closed the curtains. All for the better. Cause when you lose something, you gain something at the same time. Its a sad sad thing but why not make the best out of it. Thats what humans have to learn when they face their fears right, so be positive. We'll be just fine. (:

2008-06-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO TALK TO JULIPEH AND CHUAJIARUI TOO.
PLUS SHARONNG SAMMCHEONG, BELCHIA.

1 more Common Test to go. I need to exercise this body. Spend some time with those I mentioned on top. Watch Wanted. Simply get some rest.

2008-06-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

I barely listen to the radio but I'll have to every driving lesson. Mr Yeo listens to UFM100.3, which is actually not bad. Their topics are interestingg. Well maybe not today's, which was about divorces. The topic made its way to our conversation as well. Not very pleasant but thats the past. I'm glad and grateful for all the care and concern given by loved ones.

Talking bout divorces, you might think it must be the guys who wanted it, but nowadays its the other way round. Women are the ones. That rings a bell.

Then tonight's 9oclock show was about adultry as well. Seriously don't like seeing these, its despicable. Why is it we have the CHANCE, the FREEDOM and most importantly the CHOICE to choose the right partner, and yet divorce rates never stops increasing. Look at the past, some people cannot even choose who they want to marry, their marriage were pre-planned and they don't even know whose the "better-half" till the wedding day. Yet, they lived happily ever after. I understand I cannot compare the past and the present. Its like policemen wore shorts last time but now they wear pants. But we can think why has humans became so ugly, so nasty. We have became so low, so detestable.

Okay I know thats a little too harsh and too negative.

Lets just make every second count.
And learn to love what we have, not complain bout what we don't.

2008-06-02T01:01:00.001+08:00

Worked Saturday, Sunday. I've been with Art Friend for 2years AND COUNTING. The part-timer who has worked there for the longest time AND COUNTING.
Well well, one thing good bout working is I can get to see people. People as in my friends. Beloved friends. Like yesterday: I've got quite a number of visitors. HAA AMAZINGLY these people who comes Art Friend not to buy art materials but to see plain Janee! How nice and sweeet right. First is Germs and the boyfriend. Second Sharon and Shi Hui. Third Samm and Joy. okay not like Shi Hui an Joy knows me well, but I bet they're forced to come? HAHAA!! On my way home, bumped into Rachel!! Totally swee. Good enough, at least I can see them and they can see me despite our hectic lives.

I miss everybody. Jia Rui, Julie, Shermain, Nisha, Pat, Bel, and moremoremore. I want a dinner to come along this coming short hols. Please let it come true.

Ring Ring, and
its like I can smile.
So silly lily.

Everybody's like commenting my hair. Okay yes she's growing it. HAHAA, cute you know yall people. Almost everyone at work and everyone else.

I've been rather careless lately. Lost my wallet for 2times in 3days. Left it in class on Thursday night. Friday, a teacher picked it up and returned me. Saturday, lost it again and I didn't even realise till my supervisor came to return me. WHATS ON MY MIND?!! Don't think I'll be that lucky the 3rd time. /:

Good night Jane, and stop being so blurr!

2008-05-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hi all, my name is Jane Leck Jing Yi and I am a selfish girl. Seriously, I hate this. Whats wrong with me and why am I like that.
I suck and welcome to my life.

Its totally pointless understanding the shoulds and should nots but I STILL have got no actions, or I should say progress. Immature brat thats right. I've come to a point where there's like a million things to deal with with my life. I want things to turn out well, which I've got to work it out. To be a better me, I'll try to hold, I will.

I don't know what else to say but to give yourself some time for your own self. Humans lived too fast and worry too much on things that they can see. I am not proud to admit that I'm like that.
But I know it's not fun at all to have to regret later. If living the hard life now can bring a future of wealth(in the sense of financially, emotionally and spiritually), it'll be the best thing you ever had.

I'll remind myself that.

So thank God for this day, for the family and friends that I have. For the food that i eat, the house that I lived, and giving me everything I need.

2008-04-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

Love those around you, when you have the chance to.

This Monday, I drove around a usual place where "A subtle target on my heart" was spraypainted on a wall. Had lunch with Germs and sent her to work. Met my Sharong to go Velocity, my first visit there. We can have such a laughing goodtime together HAHAA. She's kinda tongue tied today, saying all the wrong words. Sillylily.

Talking bout getting tongue tied, I realise I do stammer to certain people whom I converse with. Sharong has got the same problem too, we are totally meant to be Bananas in Pyjamas! :B

Home, Sharon drop by my area with Ah Boy(her Chihuahua) and Ah Seok(her gay partner!). We walk the dog, talk the talk. Sharon made one of Ah Boy's ear disappear HAHAA!! :D

2008-04-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

Sweetcheese, Meanbean.

Its been rather tiring since Year2 started. Now its Tuesday blues instead of Monday blues. I hope I can juggle all my modules well. I could feel the pressure.

When you don't expect, you'll be happier.

2008-04-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

19th April 2008; Saturday was a very fulfilling day despite the very very humid weather. It's STC's 75th anniversary. I can't imagine STC being teared down later, I missed school. The long staircases, toilets, canteen, hard court, practically every part of it.

I managed to see almost everybody who was in STC (plus those I WANT TO SEE!), and many whom are totally non-IJs. Crowd was huge. Sharon scored one of top scores for bball dunk. Disco was uncool. Marie won cheerleading!! I agree that Catherine danced much better but its the theme the judes are looking for so Marie was more into it. :D

So long my friends, I don't know when will I see everybody again. Prolly STC's 80th anniversary?.

2008-04-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

First day of school, and we're barely ready. like B-R-E-A-K!
Had my 'first" driving lesson yesterday, way to go Janee!! (:

Today is not Sunday, but I'd like to promote a new brand called Random Sunday. It's one of my colleague; David's work, do check it out quite good stuff. If interested can let me know or just order online. The logo of the brand was really cool I thought.

2008-04-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

Watch Out!
Sharon is one CUTEfunnyLAMEorganisedCAREFUL person. It's gonna be 12years of friendship and i treasure all that you've done in my life. (:
Sadly, something's wrong with this thing, I can't upload our picture..

Can you imagine your life without receiving any care and concern from your family and friends?
Or words that motivates you to move forward. "Come home safely", "Have a pleasant day at work", "Believe in yourself", etc. Behind these simple words lies a heart that cares for you, love you. I think human beings really needs love to keep them moving right?

2008-03-27T18:03:00.000+08:00

I calculated, I really got what I aimed for Sem2's GPA; 3.166! (:

Class chalet:
We barbequed, played cards, watched The Martha Stewart Show, The Ellen DeGeneres Show and The Tyra Banks Show. It's good to see the class, together. We went night cycling for Day2, it was the most exciting part. From Pasir Ris to Changi Village to Tampines and back to Pasir Ris. Adventurous night. (: Managed to catch a bit of sunrise the morning after.
Everybody became so tired but I know we had so much fun! Thank you for those who came for making this chalet happen though we had complains for making too much noise HAHAA.

Now chalets over, back to life.

2008-03-20T01:00:00.002+08:00

Wednesday was well spent
1. Dental check up in the morning:
*X-Ray for both side of teeth; $10 each
-Thank God no decay.
-3 wisdom tooth found under gums, fingers crossed.
*Scaling and Polishing; $35
-Scaling=hell; thats for my case cause i got weak gums.
-Which I bled a lot, painnnnful. ):
* Total: BUHBYEE $35

2. Booked for my first driving lesson on 7th April; Pat Pat's birthday as well. I need to prepare quite a sum of kaching.

3. Shopped for vegetarian bbq food for this Monday's class chalet. Wawaweewaa.

4. Dad came down to fetch my food home, I feel so fortunate to have him. Its like a kind of happiness words can't describe. I love dad and I hope he can cope well with everything. He needs to destressssss.

5. Head down to hockey chalet and teeth still hurts.

Work for the next 3days. Jane will go to bed half dead. Yea I still like this display name. (:

2008-03-18T01:02:00.002+08:00

APu day! (:

Taka, Heeren and back to Taka. She gave me the prettiest and sweeeetest letter ever. I miss those APu crazy days. I didn't give her hug and she didn't give me hug. ): No wonder I felt something missing. APu gives one of the best hugs, I think I've said this countlesss times. We have both become girly in our ways HAHAA.

Step Up 2 The Streets with Rach, Sher and friend. Not bad.

Life and suffering are inseparable.

2008-03-14T03:43:00.000+08:00

Good morning, I think I am quite happy with life.
But happiness usually don't last. So is it possible to make every moment in life a happy moment? And I'd like to take a video of all my happy times with my family and friends. All the jokes, laughs,all the people I think are cute and nice, all the moments I think are worthless.

Rule #1 with Sharon love. Yes we are timid ppl.

I want blog a bit bout Wednesday, was too tired I didn't come online. I even wrote down what I want say.

Seok, Rachel, me swam less than 5laps. The weather wasn't that good for a good tan. We spent most of the time chit chatting. Sharon joined us at lunch, it was full to the brim. But we had the funniest imagination HAHAA! Shopped at Vivo, we've got so much wants. I'm taught to control my temptations but why is it so hard. I'm not up to par. Well I'll learn to control.

Off to Shaw Tower with Rachel, attacked mushroom soup bun and pizza. Rachel had an interesting interview. New flavour ice-cream: salted caramel cheesecake was brilliant. Met up with Meinu as well then home.

my thought for the day:
I see the way Yi Ying and Yi Rui cry so hard for the need of love. Thinking back, yes I was very sticky to my mom, I'm Mommy's girl. I believe every kid need their mom, want their mom to carry want their mom's attention etc. I see them in my sisters and in other kids. I guess its a sense of security, warmth and comfort we were seeking for thats why. That was when we were a kid.

But take a look at the time now. I don't see that closeness we are with our parents, or even our mom. Or is it just me. I feel that I would barely have time for them. And now exchanging hugs are like a once in a blue moon thing. But I love to hug dad, yes I do. I can feel the love.

2008-03-12T01:55:00.000+08:00

I passed my Final Theory! I passed my Final Theory! (:
I can start learning vroom vroom WHEE.

Work was fine, time passed quite fast. Stumbled across a nice customer terday.

You were present when roses were red, which smells as pleasant.
You were gone the next minute when roses turned white.
I didn't say hi or bye to the 24year old.

Stumbled upon JULIE PEHH while going home! And Gwen, Claudia. Had bean curd then home. I'm so glad to see Julie, its been like 2months alreadyy. Her hug was one of the best. :D

I've yet to meet APu, next week okayy.

Swimming laterr at 10 with Rachel, Sharon, Seok. YAYY! (: Really wonder what the 3Musketeers are up to, some surprise they giving me. This is the really a surprise, no clues no nothing. I don't know what to expect.

Ladies and Gentlemen, I used to dislike Whatever You Like by Nicole Scherzinger featuring T.I but love it now bow wow how brown cow.

2008-03-08T01:53:00.000+08:00

Final Theory is quite a challenge to me already. Luckily its Trial today, pray heard I'll pass on Monday if not I'll have to wait again for the next test. I still don't understand some theory. One more thing, I kinda misplaced my Basic Theory certificate or result slip. /:

Met up with part of the class to discuss bout chalet. Hope it'll turn out fun! I can't wait TEEHEE. :D

Anybody wants watch The Pillowman? So far, I've got Eugene with me only. Think it'll be quite funny and interesting HOHO.

Okay its work again laterr on. I'm wondering how those full-timers can stay there for so looong, indeed Art's friend.

Okayy just received a call, a rarely good opportunity to hear. To gain experience and to learn, but my time won't allow. I'm not game.

Time for bed Jane.
Good night and thank God for today, and all my yesterdays.

2008-03-04T03:29:00.000+08:00

Sharon, the 5cent coin bluffed me.

silly me, IdoMY.

Thinking if I should work at Tom's Palette ice cream shop. March would be quite a hectic month for me too.

I feel useless like a loser at times. Like I tend to give up in the things I do. This is getting into me, how. The reason was FEAR. I will try, to put in more effort. But I need help in this, I need to help myself as well.

2008-03-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

Yes I do need hugs.

Cashier terday, and I'll be a "cleaner" tomorrow at work. Have to vacuum and do area cleaning whoaaHAHAA.

Treat today like there's no tomorrow.
Can you fulfil this simple criteria of life?

2008-02-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

This Leap Day:
Happy day;
Day out with Pat Pat, Rachel and Samm. Caught The Leap Years, a very good local movie I must say. 4/5 stars I give. Bag-hunt with Rachel after that, we got one each. A good catch yes.

Unhappy night;
Dad vented his anger on me. I'm sorry I have to be yer daughter, to let you go through all these since then. I cost you too much, much more than 30,000.

There'll be work tomorrow, I'm tired already. Am thinking if I should stay at Art Friend, I've got a lobang to work at Tom's Palette ice cream shop at Shaw Tower near Bugis. It's been 2years at AF and I thought of experiencing new stuffs. We'll see.

2008-02-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

okayy just a quick post and I'll be back to work.

As usual, I went sourcing for food while studying. I opened grandma's kitchen drawer, and found 11bottles of Del Monte Ketchup HAHAA amazing. Yea anyway thats our family's favourite. (:

another thing I want share is, I've heard quite a handful of unexpected and unpleasant news around me. All has happened quite recently, deaths, cancer and such. Its all very negative for the mind, scarily.

Well I think we should all thank God everyday. Before bed, before we have a meal, every morning after waking up, at least once every day I feel. Thank Him for giving us a good day, a new day, that we can have a meal, that we still have our loved ones around us, that we have what we have today and others might not.

Misfortunate events can be good, they make you see that life can be so uncertain. Things can happen in a snap and its out of your control. But there's a reason for everything, we can only do what we humans can do to stop them, or at least try to prevent it.

I hope I can do more to help.

2008-02-17T00:52:00.000+08:00

I'm here because I'm stuck with Programming.

Spent the day with Pl and Sharon. Hokays great my phone can be repaired, under warranty. Without it so far, I can really feel something missing. /: watched Ah Long Pte Ltd, thanks Sharon for saving 2bucks for us. (: HAA I shall rate the movie 3/5, some parts are a little boring though. up Dempsey Hill to find Chunky Samm. ice cream and homed.

work laterr, I can't wait to get my pay for deposit. Bank account is poor.

2008-02-15T17:17:00.001+08:00

am at AMK Drive Thru Macs studying. I SAW EYECANDY! (: HAHAA at the weirdest place but well haven seen eyecandy for more than a month alreadyy, thats really loooong. Germs can be my witness HAA.

oh I forgot to post bout me learning swimming on Tuesday. it was a good session, uncle was my "coach". at least I can swim a lap now, am glad enough. (: next session would be Monday with Sharon as well HAHAA.

listen to this man, its so cutee and oh so sweeeeet,
Alvin & Chipmunks' Chris Brown- With You:

Smiles = Drugs.

2008-02-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

On Valentine's Day:
study session in the day. had lil date with Sharon after her work, Coffee Bean. Oh so sweeeet HAHAHAA! I received a rose from a guy terday. HAHAA its from dad!! so cute eh. (:

just wanna wish all couples and everybody HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! Enjoy my favourite video of Nicole Scherzinger's Baby Love, (:

2008-02-14T01:10:00.000+08:00

I dropped my phone, blank screen. doomed. ): I'll bring for repair tomorrow, hope it can be saved. but my schedule and reminder will all be gone.

2008-02-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

11th February 2008; Monday:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Eileen! (:

What a suuuper duuuper uuuper fun day!
Visited Germs and Leisher's house. fabulous.
Attended Eileen's birthday dinner at Secret Recipe Suntec, lepaked at Fountain then Sky Garden. Whoolalaa, I know we enjoyed ourselves yes! (: am looking forward for our next outing teehee.

2008-02-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

GONG XI GONG XI everybody! (:

went visiting yerterday night, today and there'll be another one tomorrow. watched Kungfu Dunk with Wan Ying terday. Yea I think its nice, I think Baron Chen (Xiao Lan) is the bomb! HAHAA. jogged with Sharon afterthat, cool.

perfect10 is playing yer cranky song.

2008-02-08T05:08:00.000+08:00

for people who don't have time to read this marvellous book, Tuesdays With Morrie. PLEASE watch the movie:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oXWsAgUn9Wk

I believe everybody would gain something from there, life's greatest lessons that is. there's 10parts to it, so enjoy. (:

2008-02-06T04:08:00.000+08:00

The day before yesterday:
watched 27 dresses with lil Germs, movie was awesome. 4/5 stars, go watch it people! (:
Leslie joined us laterr to buy shirt; Zara BOYS 11-12 years old shirt, thats cute. HAHAA!

Yesterday:
I spring cleaned my table, the surface of my table. HAHAA I'll need another day for inside the drawers.

Terday:
sport shoe shopping with Samm and JR. hope I'll get one then I can start jogging jogging! way to go Janee! HAA.

well, I finished watching Stardust! its goood its goood its gooooood. (: magical world with a great accent of English, my oh my. bravo.

The HOTTEST news of the day:
The 2007 Victoria's Secret Fashion Show on Sunday 10pm Channel 5!
HOHO, thats so a MUST WATCH.
but but, sadly Gisele is not there this year.

those words were
pretty for the eyes,
pleasant for the ears,
happy for the heart.

2008-01-30T02:25:00.000+08:00

Hello Good Morning
to you, to one nice song

I believe it was sheer bliss.
those ecstatic moments over a small message,
was rather cute.
under October Skies, we share tracks after tracks.
well I hope you know you meant something Funkyfriend,
my pleasure knowing you. (:
Funkymisses, Sleep Well.

2008-01-27T00:58:00.000+08:00

time at work today was fast. shopped a little bit with Sher and Rach after work, we had a laughing good time in bus. looked for Sharon, Seok and CPY was there. we laughed too much as well which we don't think we should HAHAA. but okayy as long as theres some happiness.

PYT can make me smile.
like in an utopian dream.

I have the silliest thoughts.

I feel loved. People reading this, do yall feel it too?
if Yes, you must know that you are lucky and be thankful for it because nothing is free.
if No, go think about the question again. maybe you're way too lucky but you don't know. take a second glance carefully at the people around you.

good night souls.

2008-01-21T12:14:00.000+08:00

Ms Baker said: "Education is the passport to your future."

2008-01-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

HOKAYYS I'm thinking bout my Lovess aleadyy. I want see them and have dinner with them but looks like time just doesn't allow does it. Samm, JR, Rachel, Bel, and everybody else. wish all are fine.

good news of The Day:
JANEE PASSED HER Basic Theory Test!! Germaine, Kabi, Zhi Kai and Leslie were being such sweeeets, they companied me to SSDC and we cabbed back to school for Mathe. (whichI need a tutor for AMathe)

I'm glad I had such fun people in class, other than Germainey; Kabi, Leisher, Brandon, Leslie and Zhi Kai. they are really a fun bunch of jokers, love hanging out with them.
WITH THEM=LAUGHTERS :D HAHAHAA!

The Aftermath, thesimilarautoreactions.
I'd wish to break through this walls.

2008-01-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

Life is a blessing.
You are a blessing.

2008-01-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

Life and its unexpectancies.
we can do our part and live a jolly good life.

this semester is passing so fast and I'm unable to catch up, theres so much to do in so little time. exams will be after CNY, projectsss will be dued by next next week, tests and e-assessments by next week. HOHAHOHAHAA.

oh and Basic Theory will be on Monday, I've already done 3 Trials. pray hard I'll pass it with flying colours, at least 48/50? HOHO.

lets make pizza!

2008-01-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

On Wednesday, caught National Treasure with the punk rocker Stylo Germaineyy. and for the very first time, noob Janee happily fell asleep in the theatre, powerr. saw MY APu after movie, I'm so happy!! (: that was the best thing, miss her so muchh. LOVEEE YOU MUCH APu!! :D

can we have dinner like next week people?

The smile on your face.

2008-01-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

I am breathing. I need a replacement. I'm tired of this day by day, find me the cure.

2008-01-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARR everybody!! (:

this is the first day of the year2008, I got a new book; Tuesdays With Morrie!! (: but think I'll only read that after studying my Basic Theory which will be on next Monday, I already feel quite nervous talking bout it.

holiday today, school tomorrow.

2007-12-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

Harrows blog, and all patrons, HAHAAS. Jane's eyes are kinda tired but she should still do this.

I'm now having 5bites on my left leg and 9bites on my right leg by St. John's mozziessss, it looks as if I'm having some disease HAHAA. thats pretty awesome yo. I feel so sweeeet, am I am I?!! HAHAA. I got to know a handful of Malaysians there, and their nicee people I like. (: I ENJOYED MUASELF A LOT!! :D there's more than meets the eye.

some things I need to do:
buy Tuesdays With Morrie.
go for dental to check my shaky teeth, I hope all is fine pleease, God Bless.
tidy my table, that is to make it look like a table Janee!
window shop at Ikea for fun.

tomorrow will be the last day of 2007, I feel like watching sunset, do some reflections, and watch fireworkss if possible.

oh and Shermain, I really got rid of my bad habit alreadyy, you should check it out yo! :D I'm glad I did, partly thanks to You and all those nicely drawn "posters" I pasted around my house HAA.

I call you momentary bliss small one. before the line.

be grateful for what you have as they are not easy to come by.

-Lu Jing Yi :D

2007-12-29T01:31:00.000+08:00

lunched today with my ex tuition teacher; Jane and Jia Wei to do some catching up. (:
but I missed the chance of sitting in a Mini Cooper. /:

I've not blog for several days, so here goes.
on Christmas eve, attended midnight mass with Sharon, Rachel and Jewell. Samm and her family looked so good. Sharon and I kept giggling during mass, so naughty. thereafter, the couple in black and blue cabbed to Vivo for movie; I Am Legend, its good man, go watch it people!! (: had a dreadful walk home due to my new pair of shoes.

on Christmas, highlight of the day was Pater Pan on Channel5. thats like the best fairytale movie but also the saddest one, if only there's "happily ever after" for Peter and Wendy. Whoaa and Jeremy Sumpter a.k.a. Peter Pan is so attractive lahhhs, must be the eyes and smile. check him out! (:

PAST & PRESENT

tomorrow I'll be away from the island to another island, St. John's. hope I'll have plenty of funn! (:

when you missed a bit
you just wish for another chance
with crossed fingers,

2007-12-24T01:59:00.000+08:00

I was about to sign out then I realised I forgot my daily routine; bloggg. HAHAA.

day was well spent, day of the 3 shopaholics; Jane Jia Rui Sharon. I got a Topman top with Sharon and finally a pair of shoess! Sharon took so long to decide the size of the shirt to buy, she hopes theres size S1/2 HAHAA! Dempsey Hill after that, the walk up freaked me out, no street lights and some of the houses there looked so old and abondoned. Ben&Jerry feast was splendid, I love the ambience there. there's even like a small designated area for coupless, whoohoo!! :B HAA I got quite excited bout it, not as if I have a partner right now.

oh I havent seen Ben&Jerry Sharonnnnn. /:

homed and it'll be a long big day.. (:

I think this is the funniest Jeff Dunham video:

2007-12-23T02:12:00.000+08:00

day was pretty awesomme. thats because I met up with awesome people! here it goes:

Firstly, I went to my Pretty Girl's place to take bus with her to work. (:
Then, worked together with Daphne. okayy I should say worked beside her HAHAA. at least it wasn;t that boringg. :D
Lastly, met up with NYP hockey friends! it was great to see them!! they are happy funny people saya suka! (:

I feel like doing something crazy to ma hairr.

2007-12-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

HOKAYYS, saw many people while working todayy. its been really hectic at Art Friend now, so pleease don't come.

shopped at NUM after work with Rachel, Shermain and Mei Ying. THENN, saw a really really old friend HAA but didn't say hi, wells. still looking good man. (:

I want learn to make pineapple tarts!! pineapple tarts with a lot of the biscuit and little pineapple HAHAA, anybody knows how to make them?

I had you strolling by.
I had you racing fast.
for what it shouldn't matter.
Dumb, to the habit.
now break the habit.
Discard.

2007-12-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

I need sleep, soon. my beloved uncle was driving by Henderson yesterday night so he decided to send me to Lucky Plaza to find my lost memory card. he could have earned more bucks moreover yesterday night was holiday eve but he chose to help me settle my problem first, though it wasn't found. oh wells, buhbye to my pictures. ): then, geylang-ed to see some interestingg people's lives, car wash, and home at 5am.

met up with lil' JR, jalan jalan then lepak at the new Gloria Jean's cafe outside Cine. Li Wei works there now! the ambience is thumbs up, but the whipped cream for my chocolate ice-blended is not.

work later and tomorrow. BREAK.
then theres work again, followed by CHRISTMAS MASS after that!! Walaa. :D

how nicee, an escape to nowhere.

2007-12-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

the saddest thing, the stupidiest person. I just realised I lost my phone's memory card. ): all's gone.

2007-12-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

what about the pretty face. what about the. thesmokingchillsnotioncomplexshim.

I've been thinking bout getting either a Holga or Diana+ but but its the film that troubles me. it must be Medium format films for both cams which might not be that cheap. so. I can either say oh wells or I'll see how.

out with Rachel, watched The Warloards. as I kinda expected, it turned out to be a little confusing. I guess its the Chinese they speak, the words are not very understandable. but I think its not bad, for a war movie. PL day was enjoyable. (:

it was always sheer bliss at first, then. there comes the opposite.
I quote the following from a little book about life.
"Occasionally, we do gain a little bit of momentary emotional satisfaction but every pleasure inevitably ends with suffering."

good night, then good morning Art Friend.

Don't Rate.

2007-12-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

it's been quite awhile, I almost forgot whats the password to Blogger HAA! I don't know what to blog lately.

okayy I went party last night, Shermain and I totally did the opposite thing we said before the party. other than that, I'm so glad I finally saw Julie Peh!! (: I guess I can see her only when the sun sets HAHAA. that reminds me of dinner, which I'll have to start calling soon.

its hols, I must not waste time.
9days to midnight mass!! (:

2007-12-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

sadly, its been 3weeks.

I'm starting to feel the tension; of growing up, of learning to cope with all aspects of life, I've got many things I want to do.

webcam-ed with Samm using aunt's laptop, WO AI NI Sammie Samm Samm!

yes, I know I looked diff here, it was a cold night therefore the jacket and my hair was messy therefore the hairband. HAA.

Mathe has become serial killer. for now, good night killer.

2007-12-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

what a relief, PD plane project is over and so is Programming Practical; and I've got like 99.9% confident in that. LALALALAA! (:

its down to DMD and Common Test and I'll be free-er to catch movies, go jalan jalan around small Singapore (as I'm typing my eyes are slowly closing..), do some productiveANDsilly things. I hope theres time for dinner with everybody too, come on I know we misss it.

learning to be thankful.

everybody is beautiful in their own ways.
but how to build oneself's confidence if they don't find the beauty in them?

2007-12-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

this is getting a bit out of control, guide me.

need not a few weeks, I met Sher, Samm and rach todayy. at least it did help to add some spice its nicee.
fireworks at the corridor made me even better! (:

24days to countdown, 2weeks and counting.

return Jane;

2007-11-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

I know I know I've been busy and not able to spend time with people like Sher and Samm and others, give me a couple of weeks okayy. (: and Christmas mass!! Teehee.

now, let me present you the cutest lovee ever:

Leck Yi Rui, TADAA! (:

2007-11-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Momma! (:

laughing stock of the day: Germainey and Lesliena! :D

Mathe were like sleeping pills.

I'm bushed, it'll be long day tomorrow. ROARRS. I bluetoothed Yi Rui's picture to laptop, but I don't know why I can't view it, can't put it up here too. ):

my eyes crave for something s w e e t pretty pleasee.

2007-11-25T01:25:00.000+08:00

is the vampire thing in Facebook very fun? I've got like 14 of that invitation. and many many many countless of other invitations, I don't even bother to accept.

okay, to whoever that's reading this, it's gonna be long. maybe real lonnnnnng. for what I know, only Sharon reads this page, thats the only person I know who never fail to read my blog and talk to me bout it whenever she sees me HAHAA Sharon is so cute I like! (:

I saw Apu at work today, like finally. BUT I didn't manage to give her a big fat tight hugg. ): thats really sad, I really like her hugg and not forgetting Julie's. they give the best huggs to Janeeywawa. Julieeeeeeeeeee, I want see her now!!!!!!

work was ultra hectic. yes cause Christmas is cominggg!!! I'm in the mood now, can't wait! Wheehee, midnight mass with my darlingsssss. yada yada banana! (:

I can't believe it, I'm gonna have to make a plane/glider for Personal Development lesson?!!! goodness Jane is never good at art stuff, or anything that has got to do with her "CREATIVE MIND"!!!

talked to Sher Baby just now, she growled:"Go to bed half dead. Sharongg&Samm is LOVEEEEEE. Whee. (:" what, Shermain at your backside is it?!" WaHAHAA, that's so cute of her lah. I laughed so much, I Love You lah Shermain. Wo Ai Ni duo duo! (:

have been watching Heroes lately. it made me think about the people around me. notice how many people you come across every day, every hour, every minute, every second. everybody have a reason behind doing everything, have a motive; be it pleasant or otherwise. they have their own things to do, I mean they have their own responsibility to meet, their role as a parent of five? a boss? a student? a care taker? a bar tender?

now another point, I wonder if there's really anybody like the Heroes, if there's people who can bend time and space like Hiro? or anybody who can paint the future like Isaac? or anything more outrageous than that? outrageous in a good way. I wonder if I ever stumble into anybody like them. it's something cool and interesting to fantasize about.

I want some time to lepak, somewhere for me to lepak, somebody to lepak with me.

don't hurt the ones we love. my dad haven been feeling well, he told me he haven been able to breathe properly. and almost lost his breath. and he said if anything happens to him, I must be able to accept. I cross my fingers, he must be fine.

okay, I think I'm done. I should go start on my Comm Skills homework. or at least watch Heroes first.
this is life.

2007-11-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

You were such a P.Y.T
Catching all the lights.

I want to blog more but am too exhausted, went for a 2round jog around Telok Blangah Heights/Drive. I'm dead beat.

2007-11-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday night, I craved for buah durian.

this morningg, I missed the thing I miss.

afternoon, I realised how much I had fed my tummy.

evening, I kicked the toilet door and there was Ms Loy behind it SMILINGG at me. she could have got herself hurt I'm sure about that, my kick wasn't a light one. "Is that okay?" I laughed too much my kidney went really suan. WaHAHAA!

tonightt, the moment I stepped into the house, Yi Rui greeted me. she totally looks like me when I was her age. so adorable lovely chubby, muackks muackks! not forgetting Yi Ying, she will be going PAP next year. she tested me on the word "eleven" and some others which I can barely recall, kids say the darkest things.

thenn,

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2007-11-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

AUTHENTICITYY.

its the choices who make us who we are.

2007-11-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAYY Shermain Baby!! (:

17thNovember2007; Saturday:
went "house warming" with Germainey and Lesliefwah at Kabi's place, love the pineapple tarts and muruku his momma made! (: Kabi was hilarious as usual.

town-ed to meet Sharong and JR, bought Sher a balloooooon, "Holy Cow, Another Birthday!" WaHAHAA. then Swensens after that with them, birthday girl and Rach, Nish came too! (: yea yea Shermain, I got what you mean by yer mentally straight issue. took neos at Cine, I know we all miss school time.

I want do some shopping and and, Stardust anybodyy? caught The Game Plan with Germs Leslie Zeek on Wed, goood show! (:

2007-11-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

out with lil'JR, Island Creamery!! (: Samm missed it, ): down to Harbour to pay Rachel and Sharon a visit, the 2 hottiess man. wanted to catch a movie after that but who would wanna suffer their necks with first row seats?!! I don't know when will I be free to watch The Game Plan and Stardust. /:

I want dinner with darlings badly. ROARSSS.

okay check out this song that long hair Leslie sent, Justice- D.A.N.C.E
the song is cute and the video is coolio and hot, come on man PLAY IT! (:

2007-11-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday's Yesterday:
once again, the thought killed. it's like how scaryy, it happened not just once or twice or thrice. it's been more than that alreadyy and I don't know if it's good or badd. /: ironically, when it happens, it makes my day. (:

training that day was not bad, I got hockey tutorial! by Jennymark! HAA, good teacher I must say, but very blurr and slowww student. :D

in the game of fatee, with the ferriswheel ride.

2007-11-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

today should be considered a funny day. Ms Baker taught us How to end a conversation with somebody. HAHAA the things she teach are so interestingg, I like this nicee teacher! (:

during lunch, Leslie, as always became the big time joker, made my kidney suannn!!! HAHAA, he's the hottest long hair guy everr. are you reading this Lesliee?!!! :D I think without him in class, we'll lose all sorts of craziness.

I saw little JR today as well, HAA she's so small and cute lah, we haven hanged out for quite some time alreadyy. /:

game against NP today, I didn't play but I'm glad that I think I improved a bit on my hitting already. thanks to all who've guided me, YAYY YAYY! (: and and Mr Guru Oly is a really nicee, caring and responsible teacher in charge.

this week is pretty busy busy, but I feel like watching The Game Plan.

Shu Xin just made me laugh so much with her cartoons in MSN. she's another interestingg girl that can possibly make your day. (:

I think Blogger is very user-friendly now, ever since they have the draft autosave service, it has helped quite a bit cause I'm someone who can take hours to blog bout this life. tomorrow is longg day, so good nightt.

I want do some extraordinary.

2007-11-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

something funny happened during work today. I was serving this customer whose purchasing this big piece of purple paper. after he paid, I asked: "I roll for you okay?" HAHAA, I think I laughed so much inside of me it almost showed it on my facee HAHAA!! okay people don't think dirtyy cause its not. its funny cause it could mean something else, which supposedly the question should be "Can I roll the paper for you?"

I was just thinking, what if your son or daughter calls another woman mummy instead of you? or calls another man daddy instead of you? I wonder how it feels like, to suddenly lose a child. I believed my biological mom "lost" me. I don't know, but this feels hard. I do THANK YOU for carrying me here, I really do appreciate that fact that I wanted to reply thanks when I received yer msg during my birthday. I know it was never easy for you. it never became any easier for all of us thereafter. but at least for now, I pray for you to be safe, happy and healthy. May God Bless You. and Thank You.

dad asked me to stop complaining and be thankful instead. yes Sir. (: I Love You papa.
HAA I don't know why it feels hard to say thses words to my family.

the silliest things, on the smallest details. (:

2007-11-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

every here and there I have many things in mind to blog about but at this moment, I'm blank.

I received a msg from a col, it made me feel uncomfortable and scareddd Haiyerr. its so not cool.
okayyIdon'twannatalkaboutit.

I WANT a big fat tight hug from Juli Bendan and Bel APu, pleaseeeee.
I misss them so muchhh oh man. ): I realised how much I needed my friends so much with me. I hope yall are doing fine and happy.
this life can be happy but also nasty its undescribable.

but still I wanna thank those who've been such darlings in my life, I Love Yall I Really Do okay. (:

I've ran out of words,
Selamat malam! (good night!)

2007-10-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

you know this is really weird, it has happened to me recently. its quite scaryy. I was just thinking bout it and it popped. shantelaboratefurtherr.

HAHAA this is so mockable I can't stand it. whenever I do personality test or anything similar to this, they'll say I'm lonely and am afraid to be lonely so on. okay somewhat true but err is there any solutions to that? HAHAA.

Steven Loki Howell's Every Little
"I love every little nick-nack
about your eyes, and how it is that you act."

2007-10-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

its Monday againn, Ms Baker's class. (: Jane is good girl, she completed her PD and Programming homework, left with Comm Skills. HEE.
the following are my goals:
Goal1- pass my Basic Theory Test.
Goal2- learn Malay.
I hope they're not too common..
there's obviously other goals like getting rid of of 3months huge tummy, learning swimming and percussion. its so embarrasing not knowing how to swim, reallyyyy. like we're super surrounded by water.
BUT looking on the bright side, I know how to ride a bike HAHAA! Yipee! :D okay okay credits must solely be given to my babies JR and Nish. they were the ones who taught me how to ride a bike by teaching me for like 15mintues? then they happily fled far far awayyyy left me banging here there everywhere HAHAA. it was fun, and you guys still rockk. (:

I heard bout something very very very shockingg yesterday. okay the news might not be shocking for this 21st century but it happened to my so call cousin thats why. she is 16 years old and she just gave birth?!!!! thats what some aunty told my grandmomma, she came up to my grandma and say Congratulations, XXX just gave birth. Whoa its like WTH?!! I'd love to cross my fingers for that, I hope its not truee. its too unbelievable for me, jaw dropped. no offence, but I cannot imagine myself gaining much more weight at this age and taking care of a baby, my baby?!! this must be real hard on her, I hope she's finee.

Jeez, there are so many books I want to read. I'm currently reading Speak Malay, HAHAA. the following would be the Basic Theory one then books by Mitch Albom and this very interesting book call Many Lives Many Masters which is about past-lives. Whoa since when Jane become bookworm? away from books, I'd love to watch some niceee movies.

Every Little Thing.

2007-10-28T02:21:00.000+08:00

Whoa stresss. I'm cracking my brain very hard to think what goals to set. this is the official IT1835 Personal Development homework. I know this course will help me a lot to find the real me, I know I need to know what I want, I know I need to set goals and achieve them, I know I need to do a lot of things to improve myself, make myself more useful. useful in the sense that I I can do more meaningful things in life. oh wells, I"m stuck, and definitely lost too.

think I'll confirm one goal, that is to pass my Basic Theory Test. (:

this is just a thought I want to share:
do you realise sometimes when we're at the toilet we'll just walk pass those cubicles with the toilet bowl lid closed?
I believe everybody thinks that it must definitely be very dirtyyyy inside the toilet bowl eg. smelly faeces and urine with toilet paper that cannot be flushed away thats why ppl closed it or somethingg.
BUT if we were to look at it in a positive side, which is the cleaner side I would say, the toilet bowl might be absolutely clean you know! HAA I'd say this because thats what happened to me today during work. I guess maybe the person have the habit of lowering the lid after using the toilet.

well, what I wanna bring about is that we human always tend to look on the outside of
People, Situations and Things, which might DECEIVE us actually.
lets give a very cliche example, if you see girlA and boyB always hang out together, you'll conclude that they are together or happening which totally might not be true!
back to the toilet bowl, I believed everyone had come across the cubicle with toilet bowl lid close, for the first time we opened it we saw those disgusting things, for the second time the same, third time the same, forth time you'll know in yer mind that inside that closed lid toilet bowl must be some gross stuff and you're not gonna open it again.
its already stored into yer mind that inside confirm not clean, therefore everytime we come across that we'll just skip to the next cubicle.
HAA this is how negative and skeptical human can get. okay I hope I used the word "skeptical" correctly, as it just popped up. okay,so much about toiletss. (:

oh another thing I wanna share, people go check yer Messenger and see how many ppl who've signed in are "friends" that you don't talk to. interestingg, I place my cursor on the Display Name to see the email and I couldn't recall a handful of people. seriouslyy.

HAA I realised how much I miss my friends, you'll see in my blog almost every week I'll say I miss this friend miss that friend. this life is simply too far away from our past life. its way beyond grasp.
1. APu I Miss You
2. APu I Miss You
3. APu I Miss You
4. APu I Miss You
5. APu I Miss You
6. APu I Miss You
7. APu I Miss You
):

now on the brigther side,
breakfast later with Sharong, Seok and Rachell!!
(: (: (:

2007-10-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

it makes no sense.

this is the second week of school already, laptops used to be such a cool thing but now that we've got to bring it to school everyday is like shakes head. I managed to enter Ms Baker's class in time, its like a competition between time and my HAHAA, not very long legs?.

tomorrow's IVP, I'm kinda scaredddd, really really scared. IVP's gonna take away my Computing Mathematics and Digital Media & Design classes. ): I hope I can catch up with those lessons, ain't very good at them thats whyy the worry.

something funny happened to Leslie Phua today. he was sleeping during Programming, Leisher Germs and me were listening to Mr Son and HAHAA suddenly a loud jerk came from beside! Leslie jerked so loud that it gave me a shock sia WaHAHAA! and thats not the worse yet, he drooled on the table! allrightsdon't laugh at ppl, I jerk and drool too, SOMETIMESS. but have your wondered why will yer body jerk when you get to sleep? below is a small research I've done, interestingg. (:

Why Does My Body Jerk Before I Fall Asleep?
You're just about to drift off into a deep sleep when suddenly you feel like you're falling or rolling downhill on a roller coaster. Then your body jerks suddenly and you're awake. Weird! What's going on?
This body movement, also known as a sleep start, is what doctors and scientists call a hypnic (say: hip-nik) or myoclonic (say: my-uh-klah-nik) jerk.
These jerks usually occur before you enter the deeper stages of sleep and are completely normal. Doctors and scientists aren't really sure why they happen, but they have a few theories.
One theory is that your brain misunderstands the sensation of your muscles relaxing as you drift off to sleep. It's normal for the muscles to relax, but the brain gets confused, and, for a minute, thinks you're falling. In response, the brain causes your muscles to tense up so you "catch yourself" before you fall down.
These jerks can wake a person up, or the person might just keep on sleeping. They're nothing to worry about, so if one of them wakes you up, snuggle back under your quilt, and try to catch some more ZZZs!

Sharon Ng, I kinda miss youu. i really do. ):
all the best to those who are taking their O Levels! Your can do it! (:

makes no sense at all.

2007-10-20T02:53:00.000+08:00

Friday's gone, thats quite fast.
caught the guys hockey match just now. Singapore vs Malaysia. guess what, WE WON 2-1!! OLAY OLAY OLAY OLAY! :D I think our players rocks lah, big time man! Whoohoo. (:

I'm having pimple outbreak, not fun at all. ):

"I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now"

2007-10-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

hesitant, I began escape.
good nightt.

2007-10-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

I took a cab from AMK to school which costed me $6.30. thats because I didn't wanna be late for Ms Baker's Communication Skills class, HAHAA I enjoy her class man. (:

after school, was supposed to watch Chuck & Larry with Rachel Ng but then, she is 8days to becoming 18. Golden Village is strict thats all I can say. therefore, we rented movies instead; Taxi, Babel, The Exorcists, The Benchwarmers and Music & Lyrics for 20bucks due in 7days.

watched International Hockey match just now; Women's Australia vs Hong Kong, Men's India vs Hong Kong and last but not least our home team Men's vs Australia and thats also the best one though we lost 0-3. Rachel and me found ourselves idols from the Hong Kong's Men team. :D then there were kids sitting right in front of us having small fights and small talking bout Man U, Arsernal and all HAHAA so cute lah which made us laugh so muchh. :D

meeting Girlfriend later for window shopping, then prolly down to watch the match againn. (:
good night.

the things going through my head
havent found the way out.

2007-10-16T14:05:00.000+08:00

its Database Fundamentals now and my ears aren't paying attention. and my tummy is achingg.

I realised Girlsfriend's blog is quite similar to mine, plain and HAHAA boringg huh. High5! (: we'regonna have lunch together this Fri with meili de Maria! :D

Stylo didn't attend school today, get well soon!

2007-10-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

first day of school, first lesson Personal Development. wasn't really looking forward to it cause thought it'll be another boring Elective, was kinda hoping to get a foreign language like French or something. But, surprisingly it turned out to be quite fun and interesting, most importantly I believe it'll be very useful for me at the end of the day. (:

last episode of Metamorphosis, it made me tear. seriously the best tv show from Channel8 man!

I better turn in early today as tomorrow will be a long day, 9-6pm lessons then 6-9pm training.

2007-10-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

okay its officially the 15th October 2007. this is the first day of Semester2, with the blink of an eye. good luck to me as I'd have to carry my laptop to school every Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday and Friday. :B

the follwing is a small article I read somewhere bout SMOKING:
Smoking creates an energetic feeling but in fact reduces working ability and deteriorates memory gradually.
Smokers feel exhausted at last, lose temper and get sick.

I love this song, love it love it love it:
Saosin-you're not alone

why do some people get so agitated over a trivial matter?

2007-10-09T03:55:00.000+08:00

Girlfriend is not coming later cause of some family matters. Hmm so its only Rachel, Sher, Jane. I wonder when willl everybody be able to make it for a meal. I believe we'll all get so busy cause next week:

1] O Levels will start and end at Novemberr

2] I'll start schooling and all.

oh I haven mentioned here that I WANT TO WATCH the movie Taxi that'll be on Channel5 this Sunday 7:30pm. HAA main reason: Gisele Bundchen! but I'll have to give it a miss due to workk. so, another addition to my Movies-To-Rent list then.

You're The Pretender,

So Are We.

2007-10-08T04:38:00.000+08:00

I've just signed up for Facebook, really cool stuff but kinda complicatingg. HUGS JR, HAHAA. hopefully if there's training next week it'll be on Tues instead of Wed. cause then, I'll have no need to work and meet up with my babiess.

YES! I've caught all the episodes I've missed for Metamorphosis. I think this show is the best action-packed one in Channel8's history, so exciting. if anybody's interested or missed any episodes, just go to the site below! (:
http://www.tudou.com/home/user_programs.php?userID=54678&page=1

Sharon, can you help me contact Seok to come on Tues? thanks. HAHAA and to reward you, watch the video below, ENJOY!! (:

2007-10-07T04:53:00.000+08:00

talked to Chua Jia Rui on messenger, I kinda miss her. sounds fresh to my mind, she said that I'm cute okay. just because I have been thinking bout cycling since the day we spent the night at Sentosa Beach Resort, JR is cute too. :D
well, Cute Is What We Aim For :B

JR will only be free on Tuesday next week, so we're gonna go Aljunied to makan! rights so I'm gonna get ppl like Sharon, Seok, Rachel, Sher, Pat, Samm to go if they can! if this 6people happens to hop by here and happens to read this, please let me know if your can make it okay. though I'll still contact yourr.

nights of watching Metamorphosis was shiok worrxx, I must say that majority of the actors and actresses in the show acted really well man! Wawawheewaa, I've still got 3episodes more to catch up before Monday's. so much for now, good nightt. (:

How to Be Yourself When you lose Your Self?

2007-10-05T03:27:00.000+08:00

The Spill Canvas' lyrics are more than just good work.

I saw a handful of people today, interestingg. HAHAA
1. Our Excellency, Mr. S R Nathan(that sounded so formal) during NYAA Ceremony. didn't expect it to be such a grand ceremony.
2. a tall Pri School crush, oh gosh.
3. Felicia Chin in this shop called My Room at Far East. Whoa she is prettyyly trying on dresses.
4. Brandon with his emo friends at town, saw him 3+1=4times. what to do, Town is smaller than Singapore.
5. Daphel at Borders. ("Shamen")
6. an old friend of mine that I do think about sometimes. I think I do feel sorry, somehow I took things too hard at a point of time. I know you were there when I needed a friend to lean on, you were great. I guess I lost it somehow, your greatness. and I don't think I might have any chances taking it back, but I Thank You you for you.

I'm still taking time, searching/seeking for the truth.
in everything,in me.the lost kid.

2007-09-17T01:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY Maria! (:

here I am, missing the night with lovely darlings JR, Shermain and Rachel. of course with the surprise Samm and Little Miss Late Juli! Awesome Nish joined us for a couple of hours.
toothpaste kisses, eyeliner moustaches, robot dancer, moonwalker, toot and pretty Meinu.

I feel loved, yes I am.
THANK YOU Sher and Rach whose behind this, making it an unforgettable one.
THANK YOU Jia Rui, Samm & Juli for staying over, making it doubly fun.
THANK YOU Nisha for popping by, making our day.

2007-09-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

I'm scared for the trip. suddenly, it feels as if I've become a K1 kid first day to school. then, I cried to mom and went home afterwards instead of attending class. HAA but this is no school, its a 3day trip of little red dot island. I miss and will miss dad. ):

just hope it'll be a fruitful and fun "holiday". good night to all and to my blog.

nights I lay awake, bet I don't know what am I putting myself into.

2007-09-09T02:19:00.000+08:00

I need to start to rest early. there's work tomorrow and I have not packed my bag for hockey trip. I thought bout my Friendster again, My Friends.

I heard it somewhere.
I got it, I heard it again.
for another,
I had it, then I heard it somewhere.

2007-09-08T01:51:00.000+08:00

got the pictures taken from Hard Rock night and at Samm's crib. now I want a lomo camera too. either a Holga or LCA. check out this new Green Holga!! isn't it hot?

the hot bitch

my Meinu.

SAMM??!! YOYO, Love Love Apu!

I'm starting to have insomia, like Juli Bendan.

2007-09-07T02:40:00.000+08:00

was on the phone with Pat, Rachel and Sher, thinking of ultimate dares for the night at Sentosa resort next week. thanks a lot to JR, she gave us this website full of dares, coolios. we had 40 already, HAHAA all the dares are really to the max, thats what I'm looking forward to man, I bet it'll be fun. YAY! (:

there'll be training again later and my body's already aching so muchhh from Wed's one. ):

I kinda miss my class; Stylo Germaineyy, Mr Leslie Bombastic, sleepy Brandon, chocolate Kabi, big bear Zhi Kai, hunky Leisher and others. I want outing with you guys SOON SOON SOON.

The Working Title- this is not glorious

2007-09-06T01:52:00.000+08:00

holidays seem boring now, I need to do some planning on what to do. training today, and I got my first bruise. the trip's in 4days time, I'm scared. I think I'll prolly pull the whole team downnnn. ):

but it'll be my 18th birthday after that! Whoohoooooo. :D

America's Next Top Model is finally back, 10:30pm later. (:

does anybody knows any website where I can watch tv shows for FREEEE? HAHAA, cause I missed quite a lot of Brothers & Sisters already. Hmm.

2007-09-04T03:00:00.000+08:00

Hard Rock night. Happy Belated Birthday to Samm night. didn't manage to stay for Kumar's comedy night cause some ppl are under18, including me.

Funky suddenly hit my mind. the BE HAPPY paper bag, labelled ziploc plastics, Mathe solutions, shared songs, long texts from J A N to the E to flipped6101. you and your Jap-like name, it all started out with night study and lemon biscuits.
Dear Funky, you're missed.

if you don't find the life you want,

2007-09-01T00:22:00.000+08:00

work work work, there were so many customers. my legs are aching now, I'm exhausted.
Daphne worked as well, and I'm sorry for being so crazy wizzy on our way home, HAA thats because I'm too excited and happy cause of Bel's presence! :D

highlightof theday:

APu dropped by, and she brought along a surprise of my favourite colour; GREEN balloon!! Wawawheewaa. Green rocks okay okay. (: (: I got so high, telling almost all my colleagues: "I got balloonnnn!" and gave a wide smile Teehee. thank you Bel for the balloon and coming down. :D

2007-08-31T00:56:00.000+08:00

Programming killed.

girlfriend day;30thAug:
Gelare banana split.
Ratatouille, I rank it 3.5/5, JR and me got kinda sleepy in there.
Holland, hair trimmed.

HAHAA Samm just said her Friendster is porn-free. good for her. (: I bet that should be the greatest birthday gift from Friendster.
I'm thinking bout my Friendster. ):

sometimes, I just wished for you to be happier.

2007-08-30T01:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY Samm!! (:

J A N to the E no more.
I just deleted my Friendster account cause theres this freaking porn in it! so did Shermain and Jia Rui. all my testi, comments, and MESSAGES are gone! ): ): ):

I'm so tired of Programming, I do it without reason.

HAA JR is cute lah. its gonna be our day later. thats the only happy thing so far. (:
Go to bed half dead. says:
I'm sad
Jia Rui says:
since we're sad, tomorrow onwards we shall be happy!

2007-08-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

chitty chitty bang bang, bouncy bouncy smack smack, circle cirle dot dot.
HAHAA that was random lah.

second paper completed, it didn't turn out as good as the first one.
well, one last more to go.
COME ON Jane! PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER!
You can do it.

I'm not being practical

2007-08-28T02:10:00.000+08:00

the girl with the mushroon head,
YES I am finally gonna trim my hair on Thurs after paper I can't wait! I counted, its been 89days hoh, break record already.

how do you define a warm and stable family?
I got too close to comfort, it's ME all along.
I know I can do better, I know it deep inside.

thats what you call: the sweet escape.

2007-08-25T01:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY Daphne! (:

exam was okay, the paper was rather easy but still left a couple of blanks. I'll have to start on my other module later. now that I blog more, Sharon is not blogging as much. /:

lesliefwah is so sick, get well soon okay. sorry for being so longgg-winded lah. sway that prettyful hair of yours. (:

2007-08-24T02:36:00.000+08:00

Jane's a good girl today, she stayed at home to study. and fell asleep halfway, HAA.

Wawaweewa, I'm anticipating this exciting collision.
I do it on a whim, it's right without reason.

I apprehended without fear as it became easier to deal.
grin as you put out the white flag.

girlfriend finished her paper already while I'll start mine later.
we digest those paragraphs, thats what we can only do.
while we hope for some sense.

all the best to my exams. good night and peace out.

thats prolly the one and only photo with her, my lovely APu.

2007-08-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

studied at Meridian. had donuts while heading home, I'm quite into it nowadays. (:

she doesn't want to face down.
I want APu and have some ROLLICKING GOOD TIME. ):