Tuesday, November 15, 2005
i cant stay for the chalet!i cant stay for the chalet!i cant stay for the chalet!i cant stay for the chalet!i cant stay for the chalet!keep it up lah. i dont want argue with him. waste my breath only. dont allow, fine okay. everyone was so looking forward to it lah. sharon and me planned almost everything to do there and all, end up the both of us cant go! great lah, tsk. hmm. i cant ride bike overnight!!, waited for it since last year okay. bloody hell lah. haiye. why cant they understand? nvm, im good, i dont want argue. cos afterall, they care and worry for me. haiya, shall do what they say. daddy's girl, im becoming.. eghh.
sunday morning will be bringing the elderlies to botanical gardens. thursday have to go there to familiarise the route.. rights. okay, this is great. (: can go out, help people, earn money and have fun! haha.
almost got lost two times.shall cross my fingers from now on.had i the courage to follow my heart instead of my head.there is always a sense of loss and wistfulness that things might have been different.unless times up,any words wont make no difference.unfair but i dont want speak bout it.several times, rejected.i respect that then.kept under suspense..its perfectly fine with me.
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